I think this is a week that can be recorded down right in here. =)

In my organizer, i only thought that this will be a hectic week, full of presentations, and deadlines.
But far from what i've thought, it caught me by surprise what this week can be, and i can say that i've been on a roller coaster ride.

when something UNUSUAL happened, it's of couse UNUSUAL.
but when this something unusual happened twice in a week, is it still unusual? haha, i speaking in parables.
In fact, this unusual thing had brought me closer to some people, and i suddenly felt like i loved HSS even more.

Indeed, it has been traumatizing, and i've been telling myself to guard my heart. trying all ways to make myself feel better, and has been meditating: for God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of peace, love and of a sound mind.

this has exposed me to many different faces of life, some may watch over you, some may empatize, some may not understand, and some scold and gave many comments. it suddenly feel that the human soul can be so fragile, but the Holy Spirit gives strength. Finding that place in your heart which you can call "my own" can only contain the Trinity.

I pray that I can forget and forgive, and move on without this burden in the heart. On the other hand, it has shown me that this is a trial that will make me stronger.
however, the stage i'm in right now, is just going CRAZY. i found myself saying and doing things which i've not in a long time. that's weird.

Anw, on another note. (it's a light and heavy note). I'm having mixed feelings of my social psychology lecturer leaving the school. I'm happy for him that he's going to the PM's office, yet, I dont want to lose a really knowledgable, awesome, incredible, handsome, sensitive lecturer. haha.
he's been so nice to the whole cohort, and has left his footprint in me.
his presence to me is like an anchor when the UNSUAL thing happened. He's so calm and knows what to do. Just totally admire him. Feeling =( and (= at the same time.
oh well, i can only wish him all the best and his endevours. :)

Looking forward to 21st Anniversary. :) definitely in for surprises and lots of love. and a place of healing of the heart.
I love City Harvest Church. :)

i know i should be studying at this minute now...
anyway...

ASIA CONFERENCE WAS PHENOMENAL! WOW!
words simply just cannot explain how glorious and beautiful the whole event and the works of our Heavenly Father is!
I've definitely received many things in my spirit, and I pray that it'll not just be a moment of encouragement, but of empowerment and transformation!

I'm totally blown away by all the speakers in Asia Conference!
Dr Cho, Dr John Avanzini, Reinhard Bonnke, Pst Phil, Dr Bernard, AND PST KONG! :D
indeed, the Lord really uses these man of God to deliver wonderful and powerful messages!
I'm really blessed by ALL OF THEM.. catching different things in the spirit with different men.

Somebody shared this with me during the week...
he was sitting at the first few rows during 1 of the service, and he could saw how humble the men of God were... Those speakers that usually comes to our church during a weekend service, we would honor them a lot, and when ministers like Dr Cho was around in AC, they're so willing and ready to take the back seat and always being so ready in the spirit to receive. WOW!

During the friday night service, I was so impacted by the love of the church, brothers and sisters, leaders and members. Pst Kong preached on that night, and due to POS, i dint manage to attend svc. But I walked into Hall 7 (empty with only a row of SM and UM people), i immediately felt like i wanna go right into Hall 8 straight away, to be there to experience all of these. I cant rmb what Pst Kong said, but everyone was appreciating each other, through the tough times and good times that the church has gone through was just amazing... :) i simply stood at Hall 7 and kept weeping. Truely, this is what loving God and loving people all about.

It was really AC with spirits of EXCELLENCE! :) i believe the delegates are blessed and they will continue to bring the works of the Lord back to their nations and there are more to come!

Psalms 37:4
Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall grant you the desires of your heart!

Praise the Lord! My bro blessed me with a guitar! Though it's 2nd hand, passed down from his friend, my i'm still excited about it!
Indeed, God is faithful to me as I stay faithful in Him!
It's only the 2nd month into Arise and Build, and I receive a blessing!
I'm so excited and elated about what God is going to do over the next 3 months and more Arise and Build to come!

Exhalt the Glorious Name of the Lord! =D

It's a day filled with gratefulness. =)
I'm grateful and i thank God for everything that he've done.. Everything. =)

I'm blessed to be in City Harvest, my spiritual family that loves and cares.
i'm blessed to have Pst Kong, Sun and all the leaders of the family to be guiding and leading us.
I'm blessed to have a have a physical family that bonds together.
I'm blessed to have have known everyone that i've acquainted.
I'm blessed to have the favour of men over my life.
and most importantly, i'm grateful to my Lord Jesus in this Easter. =)

He've came and gave us His life and blood in exhange for our salvation, love, peace, hope, future, and many many more things
There's no way i can live without Him.. =)
And i need Him continuously in the rest of my days and eternity.

What an awesome, incredible, loving, merciful and glorious God.
There's only 1 way i can express my gratitude for him...
I love you Lord. =)

Totally enjoyed the whole of Sunday.
I love breaking through in the Presence of God with Pst, and the church
and I love the msg that Pst shared. :)
I love the fellowship at Bedok and at Vivo, love my CG!

Had totally used up every single area of my muscle in POS training ytd!
Training was 3hours, and i've been flying for 2hours. LOL.
I've got awesome Bases, Daniel, "muhammed Jian Fu", Tan Jin and Tiffany!
Samuel got great arms for backspot too! haha.
was brushing up the new guys' Elevator.
We successfully did 1 Elevator-X with Jin and Tiffany.
*But i just totally chui after everything. just lean on anyone i see. hahaha.
However, must thank God for His strength to bring me home safely.

How i really understood this sentence: "The calling of God is irreversable".
was talking with Jeremy on the way home together, and realised that he took a long time to rise up to CGL. and of coz, it's not the name that i'm looking for, but the double portion of anointing from God! :)

Was having this question in my mind: "WHAT IS LOVE?"
and the answer came to me, saying: "The origins of love is from God,
without love, He wont create the Heavens and the Earth,
without love, He wont sent Jesus to us,
without love, Jesus wont be willing to go to the cross,
without love, there will be nothing else in this world.
we're all people generated by love, and i am very inspired by SUN.
A person generated by love, Loves God, loves her family, loves Pst Kong and Dayan, loves people and working very hard to spread the love in her songs and humanity works. How can a person be so loving?

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, LOVE and of sound mind. :)

i believe the news on Jack Neo for the past few days shocked most Singaporeans.
i've seen a couple of reports on him, and i really felt that he has been showered with a lot of grace, and i'm sure more grace will be upon him.

he's really blessed to have his wife, as his wife. Mrs Neo readily forgives for what he has done, and i think most imptly is that he's remorseful and is repentant.
i think what he really needs more now is support more than critism, as a public figure, going through this turmoil is not easy.

For those reports that are simply indicating abt his past, i wont spend more time reading them anyways. Coz i choose to believe that he will not make those mistakes again.
And i think he wont let those who supports and believe in him, esp his wife down on their expectations.

So, let's continue to support his productions, and as an individual, who will shine even brighter for the Lord. :)
*Just being reminded of David. As a KING, he committed adultries, yet God is still able to use him and called him a person after God's own heart. If God did it for King David, He'll surely do it for Jack Neo again. :) Jiayou!

Dont like the sudden change - having holidays. -.-
how weird can that be, i dont like holidays.
holidays means work, what else can i do. hahaha.

just being random.. I love eye contacts! :) those 2 second that kind.
haha, coz at least i know that person is giving me his/her attention for that particular moment. :)

i was on bus the other day, and i saw a couple of down syndrome teens/twenties.
they were talking loudly on bus.. and it set me thinking..
does down syndrome refers to these ppl have a deficit in their brains?
then how come they are still able to reason, but not to the fullest extend?
and i realised that they're kinda stubbon too..
it came upon me that aint some normal people like that too? having a fully developed brains, yet not being able to make the best decision? maybe that's what the human perception is, in bounded rationality.
but how do you explain stubboness in people? is this a personality/character?
... hmmmm ....

and again, these few days are working as coffeeshop xiaomei. -.-
get to meet all kinds of neighbourhood ppl.. some nice, some mean, some nasty, some irritating, some simply just.. customers. hahaa.
you know something? there was a girl abt my age ytd CALLED ME AUNTIE.
YA RIGHT, HOW GREAT IS THAT. DOES IT MEAN THAT COFFEESHOP CANNOT HAVE PRETTY LADIES BUT ONLY AUNTIES?! angry to the max can. humph.
and then there's this taxi driver whom everyday come to eat zichar, said that he kept 3 issues of newspaper for mummy (who's overseas). so nice of him. :)

im waiting to go work temp for PCF. and goodbye coffeeshop!!! :)

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Kai Lin
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21/12/92
City Harvest Church
WR Zone
N346
Temasek Polytechnic
Psychology and Early Childhood Studies!

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